Tuesday, June 3, 2014

Don't give up or give in to stress.

I think us as humans are lacking in a certain area. Some can figure this area out and be gone before we know it. I, on the other hand can not figure this out. I am talking about what we want to be/do in life and be successful.  I graduated from high school since 2005. Yeah, I am old. This school year about to start would be 10 years of being out of high school. I have been in the work force for 10 years. All of the companies I have worked for are fast food. I recently quit my fast food job to find something different. I really wanted to try something new and see how I liked it. I applied to a lot of different companies and I didn't hear back from any of them. Finally, I applied to a speedway and they called me a few weeks after applying and asked me to come by for an interview. I did not realize how hard it would be learning something totally different and that it was busy pretty much the entire day.  (Insert a very dramatic sigh here). I have worked 3 weeks and I just can not work there anymore. I can see now some of my strenghts and weaknesses from working at a busier place than where I had worked before.  I learned a lot these past few weeks.  (I wrote this in june 2014)

I found that it was easier to just trust God and obey Him because He knows more than I do. I was not happy with having to go back to steak and shake and i still from time to time wonder if i made the right decision. But in the end, i realize that God has our best interest at heart. He knows what we want even before we tell him. He knows the dark parts of our hearts. I did not want to be stuck feeling miserable in a place where i was getting yelled at all the time and for being put on an area all the time without the chance to get better at other areas in the store. But, at the end of the day, i had to just be thankful for the job again and strive to do what God says. (Wrote october 2014)

If you think that you want to quit something and there is that little tiny voice in the back of your head saying dont go, trust that its God telling you to not move and obey it.